nightshade Level 53 Bera Assassin
Hey guys. I have depression. I honestly think I'm a nuisance to everyone I know. I don't have any family problems but I'm 16 and have never had a girlfriend. How pathetic is that? Every single one of my friends has been in a relationship and I never have been in one. Don't give me the "Oh you'll find someone" bs. I don't care. EVERYONE finds someone. That doesn't make me special. No ones gonna care because its gonna happen to all people and that honestly doesn't make me feel any better. So screw that. I'm alone. All my friends, every guy at the school is "omg so hot" and I'm hideous. It's ridiculous. I look hideous. The girl of my dreams basically told me "oh you're sweet but I'm not looking for a relationship" but yet she continues to flirt with a guy who has continuously treated me terribly. And when I argue with him over ANYTHING, everyone defends him. If he calls me a name it's okay because everyone wants to be his friend so they say nothing but if I tell him to shut up or whatever everyone starts attacking me. I've honestly had enough. FORGET never having a girlfriend, I think, literally speaking, every male human that I have ever come in contact with has actually been crushed on. I can never definitively retell an instance in which a girl has actually liked me. How sad is that? Seriously? This is ridiculous. Please help.
Posted: June 2017 Permalink