I find life senseless now Help me to give it sense :[
So i just found out that im a horrible person
with no more than 5 close friends that i always can talk to, others are like just friends
they dont really care about me or else
Sooo....
my main dream to do was to have a family now i think that wont happend because...
idk, i just think im awful
Anyways..
List some things to do before dead
and some ways to get more friends and having a better social life n-n
December 3, 2010
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@phantom021: i already knew this thats why i hate myself right now D:
[quote=lodwyvern]try community service or just helping out/talking to people you wouldn't normally talk to. or maybe an internship. and maybe go to a couple more parties and meet people, you don't have to get hammered or jazzed, just try to meet people. I don't really go to parties either. I keep to myself a lot but I seem to have a personal magnetism because nobody in my grade dislikes me despite my mostly sour and critical attitude. Try being a nice person some of the time, I am by nature but I also love to rip on people.
So that was pretty incoherent, look for community outreach, social events etc. and try to have a better attitude about yourself as a person.[/quote]
I think youre right i should start meeting new people
and beign different in a good way !
Thanks mr basiler :]
Only five? I don't want to play the "my life is worse than yours ill prove it" game, but I'm not even sure I have that. Is there anything else that's making you feel like an awful person?
@samekim93: i got enough of video games
@sinfall: That was back in middle school (9th grade?)
now on highschool i barely go to partys
[quote=phantom021]We should talk about this, lets all have an opened discussion. Why do you feel like you are a horrible person? What have you done to make yourself feel like that?
/Dr. Phil[/quote]
I feel betray'd and blind and...
I JUST FEEL AWFUL T.T
its because (Yeah its about girls!) i got a nice girlfriend at highschool (The best person ive ever met)
and i left her for my ex girlfriend that is the most superficial girl ive seen D: but she was "hot" to call it someway
and we lasted like 6 months (with my ex) so i went with my ex girlfriend leave the other one out of the nowhere
and i found out that my Ex girlfriend (the one that i got back with) is leaving me for NO REASON..
so... i left the best person ive ever met in my whole young life for a heartless girl.. :[
i guess what everyone is saying tis true
but
its just that i feel so small in the world D:
and my close friends are in diff schools or another schedule for school T.T
Whaddyou mean it's senseless? You have 5 wonderful friends who care about you and whom you care about. What more could you want?
Eat those who don't care about you. well atleast thats what i do. I cook them to medium rare add a pinch of salt, and Parmesan, some more salt. Stir for about 7 minutes and 22 seconds for equal consistency all around. I usually eat the person with OJ and If I'm feeling good that day I'd get some Pepsi. Yep. thats exactly what I do. c: