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A year ago if you would have asked me "are you going to smoke?" I would have replied with a "heck no...never...that's so stupid"
But here I find myself in the midst of getting addicted. It all started about a month ago when I found a cigarette in my brothers room, I waited for my parents to fall asleep then I opened a window stuck my head out and smoked it, I got my first nicotine high it was actually a pretty nice and relaxing feeling, I thought I wouldn't do it again. My next encounter was about a week after that at a friends birthday party, this hot chick was going outside for a smoke and asked if anyone wanted to join her, I went with her and we each smoked two cigarettes. After that incident I thought to myself (that was just random, I won't do it again) But then my mom found an entire pack of 20 cigarettes in the basement (most likely my brother's or one of his friends who left it there) it was under the couch, we were moving and I was helping her clean out the basement, I told her it was my bro's friends and she told me to throw it out, I sort of pretended to but I really put it in my pocket, later that day I smoked one again, and I smoked one everyday for about the next week or more. Then on Friday we had a Halloween party and that night I smoked the rest of the pack, about 10 cigarettes, my lungs were stinging a little after that, but the pain went away, now it is Sunday and I find myself craving another smoke. Click here if you think this post is particularly interesting or helpful.
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oh wow ur cool
Good luck with that.
feels good man
Uh, i think you should just try to stop now before it gets worse
That's great.
Hope you know you're killing yourself o_o New Blog: I'm feeling depressed
Sucks, dude.
Try your best to get off them, cigarettes are horrible things. I got a question. When you smoke a ciggy, what does it taste like? And what does this nicotine "high" feel like?
good luck.
you shouldn't pay for something that kills you.
get help with the problem. you know you need to quit before it gets worse. cmon man. good luck. you have no hope.
Fail. afasdfas
Don't get yourself deeper. You're in a mess, already.
megaf6: I got a question. When you smoke a ciggy, what does it taste like? And what does this nicotine "high" feel like? I used to think the smell of cigs were gross but now I actually like it, it smells like wood to me, the ones I was smoking also smelt a little like cinnamon. Nicotine high gave me a dizzyish feeling, dizzy is the best word I can use for it, it's a good dizzy though. You make it sound so enticing :D I know smoking is nasty.
I really REALLY want to try it, but I don't. Because I might get hooked, then that would suck. Register / login
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