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Why you have to hard in life I'm pretty salty my dude. Dudes in the army don't gotta worry bout looking good. I gotta grind constantly. Fk man, really wish I was a civilian I could do a stupid 9 to & smoke some weed after go to the gym. Hating this stress bout being the best. If I fall off even a little man. My friend passed recently & it hurt me my dedication to the cause deteriorated. I missed my kid sister child birth fk my dude can't even vent to people really even when I do see the psychiatrist still gotta watch what I say. I shoulda went to college.

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How to discover yourself Hi everyone who is still around. Over the course of my life, I've found many things that have taught me to understand how to properly communicate with others as well as listening to myself. 1. Meditate During that time you can really feel what it means to be alive. From my experience after about 45mins I began to fear doing it any long. Soon after I finished that session I began to research. Even now it has caused me to halt the long sessions. Only because it's like my "heart" & brain begin to communicate. I truely fear what my heart wants. 2. Intuitive writing When I stared this it was very vague to me. Trust me when I say that you'll understand what it mean when you form the habit. Sometimes the words you put down

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Can someone tell me whats wrong with me? I had a coffee date & it was fun. At first it was very hard for me to ask her out. First I was rejected because I didn't have my phone on me & I wasnt thinking about writing hers down. Later I saw her at the store & the conversation was very smooth. Everyone was looking at us=. I am not a person to make myself vulnerable. Each time it turns out good though T-T. Even now I get scared of going in the spotlight. There this girl who is very cute. I want to have a more personal relationship with her. I know it's as simple as hey ____ you don't mind if I have a seat next to you? After THAT is when my heart starts to race because I know everyone will be looking at me. Because of how cute the girl is or just

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Toxic relationships I don't understand! Why be with someone who drags you down? My bro just got his head smashed by his gf. There were kids in the room. He was unconscious when it happened too! How do you even do that? Woman are so messed up. Attack you while your asleep. She doesn't have a license she, doesn't work, she's useless. They have two kids together. That attempt at murder. She used a glasses cup. I can't even express how sick this is. It's upsetting that he won't just leave her. I just want what's best for him. He can't even have a cell phone. She won't let him. I'm going to tell him to leave her before he dies. Who cares if her kids call you dad. What are you to me if your dead.

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Im going to do it For a long time now my parents have asked me to bring over my cousin through marriage they even offered to pay 30k. It finally hit me that I'm ready to make decisions that impact not just me. After hearing about my aunt & uncle struggling to raise their kids due to an accident she had with a mine. I'm going to adopt her kids, my nieces & my nephews. My mom and dad will care for them & I'll pay for their needs. This is what I want. I don't want a wife. I want the world to be a better place for these kids.

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Did you let yourselves go Don't get me wrong, sometimes I'm lazy & don't want to hit the gym twice a day. So I get that, you can't give 100% all the time. It just bothers me we have so many people who are happy with mediocrity. My cousin been telling me he quit cigs for forever now. He hasn't =[. I only mention that because my nephew is always sick from THEM. His baby momma smokes that crap too. Ya ya all his friend smoke, but why can't he just be better? Was browsing through facebook, & I remembered a dude who had a really cute chick back in high school. Then I saw more pictures of how fat he got & then I saw his fat girlfriend. What happened? I guess it was worth it for him. My roommate right now is so lazy. I HAVE to tell him to do thing

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