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its been 5 months So I pretty much only post here about my girlfriend (now ex... ouch) we broke up a couple of days ago. I know I've even said it here before and took it back but it's for real this time. Honestly she's kind of an evil person. She admitted herself how our relationship has become abusive and she's the main abuser, she took my virginity when she didn't even have feelings for me, and she allowed me to treat her pretty nicely while faking her feelings for me. I thought we had a really good relationship when we were together. We dated for 2 months in person. Looking back the connection we made was NOT as strong as I thought it was. I took it all way too seriously. She came out on top of it with a damn birthday present I got her,

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i witnessed a murder last night I was at an EDM concert and at the end of the show the most f'd up thing I've ever witnessed happened. It all happened pretty quickly. I was just exiting the concert like everyone else and it seemed like there was a commotion going on. Lots of people were running and there was a circle gathered to my right. There was a guy screaming "he's sleeping him! he's sleeping him!" while recording something to the right. I looked over and a stage guard was choking some guy to death. Then either another stage security guard or a police officer came up and pushed away the guy recording saying "don't you f***king record this" I was freaking out and starting hurrying out of the place. There was several

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Does happiness exist anymore I swear I haven't been happy in forever. I get happy for a brief period of time but nowadays the happiness feels kind of empty and doesn't last long at all. I feel like life is so tragic. 90% of the time I'm anxious, envious, scared, sad, or feeling bad about myself. I wasn't like this a while ago, at least I think. Maybe cause I was younger. I'm really feeling down lately and there are rarely ups. And the reasons for feeling down change often, although there is one constant contributor. I don't get it.

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