@beefly: Maybe you can just draw some for me.
...anyway, I'm pretty sure it's just me being alone that had turned me this way.
I feel "horny" but I don't necessary play myself to the things I find.
I already think about a lot of nonsenses usually, it's worse if I'm alone.
It's 12:20am here and I want to sleep, but "loneliness" is telling "alone" to not sleep, as if I'll not wake up if I sleep now.
Maybe I'll just sleep now.
Can I have an internet hug?
+1@piana: I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about doing that.. Imagine that kind of power, creating things that fills hundreds or thousands with pure ecstasy and the more skilled you are the better chance you're able to take advantage of their deepest desires. That's why they make $. Lots of $$$! BECAUSE THE AUDIENCE MUST HAVE IT! THEIR MINDS HAVE BEEN CONSUMED BY LUST!
*cough* but if I were to do it I should do it right or face everlasting cringe that will haunt forever. I heard people who start, get requests for some weird fetishes. So throwing out a lot of shame and dignity is required. Also should have self-control or else be consumed and end up as an actual perverted creep IRL.
I am far too innocent, prideful, and respectful to get my hands dirty with that corrupt black magic, and I would create a monster of cringe if I attempt to do so. Far too powerful for little me to handle.
It's like the Dark Side man, or if you've ever seen someone trying to summon/control something but it's way too powerful and it kills your friends and you. It's horrible. Absolutely terrifying. I shiver just thinking about it.
Yes, you can have my hug. Relax and go to sleep sweetie.