Chowder94

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Do you disappoint your family by existing? I always get the feeling my family looks at me and is disappointed, especially my mother. I feel I'm her biggest failure, considering I never did well in school, never was very athletic, etc. She has nothing to be proud of, no accomplishments, nothing. I'm extremely apathetic to other people and their feelings, so I can't say that I'm redeemed by being a good person. I'm a shut-in, and a NEET (Not employed, in education, or training. Basically a hikikomori). I lack friends to socialize with, and spend all my time indoors on my computer lurking imageboards and playing vidya, and I'm perfectly content living this life, but I know my family looks at me as a lost cause, and that me being like this brea