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Why should I keep on living? Dang. I guess some people did find their way here. Stubborn mules, new updates don't make you give up. Anyway... Everybody regards me as the smartest person they know. It's not like I'll ever amount to anything thanks to my OCD... or my general anxiety... or my depression. Depression is temporary but my general anxiety is in my genes. And I can't get rid of OCD completely because meds and therapy aren't working at the slightest. I'm so smart... blah blah blah. I score below the failing percentile nowadays... Am I superior to everybody else in intelligence? Probably. The problem is, I don't get enough time for anything. Time for a test? 2 hours. Takes me 4. They never give me that kind of time though, otherwise I

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Anybody know how I feel like? Dang. I guess some people did find their way here. Stubborn mules, new updates don't make you give up. Anyway... Everybody regards me as the smartest person they know. It's not like I'll ever amount to anything thanks to my OCD... or my general anxiety... or my depression. Depression is temporary but my general anxiety is in my genes. And I can't get rid of OCD completely because meds and therapy aren't working at the slightest. I'm so smart... blah blah blah. I score below the failing percentile nowadays... Am I superior to everybody else in intelligence? Probably. The problem is, I don't get enough time for anything. Time for a test? 2 hours. Takes me 4. They never give me that kind of time though, otherwise

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This is so sad It's on Buzzfeed so oc it's important. I'm afraid of guns. Well, I'm afraid of being around guns, that's for sure, because when I went to Pakistan this summer, my cousin's driver picked me up and took me to his house. He had a gun in his car, which I understood since there are a lot of weird people that browse the streets at night so he has to be careful. The thing is, though, I sat on the passenger seat at the front and the gun was literally right next to my feet. I was shaking the whole time. Literally one of the most scary times of my life.