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sleeping problems hi all. it's been two weeks since i've gotten a good nights rest. on average i'd say i've gotten maybe 3 hours of sleep a night and just yesterday i got no sleep at all. i'm starting to get bags under my eyes and i feel weak and a bit light headed and it's putting me in a grumpy/sad mood. i feel wide awake during the day, but at night i feel sleepy but i just can't go to sleep. i just lay on my bed for hours tossing and turning--sometimes i press myself against my bed trying to fuse with it... i don't have any sleeping pills or nyquil and would rather not take any of those. admittedly, i don't do much to get my tire myself physically because i'm on school break for another month and i don't have a job (looking for one thou

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Anyone else have episodic dreams? What a boring topic right, who wants to hear about other people's dreams? Well, I do. Recently I've been having episodic dreams. By episodic I mean that my dreams pick up from the one previous to it. Last month I had a dream that I adopted a Japanese baby and went through harsh discrimination for it. The next night I dreamed that I found the baby's mother and married her. Two days ago I had a dream that a maniac was cutting people's hands off. Yesterday, I dreamed that I caught him and killed him in the name of every hand he ever took! So yeah, my friends told me they've never experienced this before. Anyone else have these kinds of dreams?

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Lost passion for music Recently I've been going through periods of time where I'm sick of listening to music, so sick I feel it in my stomach. Don't get me wrong, I love music, its gotten me through a lot and a lot of times has been my only friend (if that makes sense). I listen to music a lot, from the beginning of my day to the end of it. The past few weeks I have listened to music very minimally, just on my bus rides to school. Maybe I'm just tired of listening to the same music because it triggers feelings of the past, I don't know; it doesn't feel that way. I try to find new stuff to listen to but I hardly find anything I connect to. I can listen to a song and think, "hey that sounds decent" but ends up being an afterthought,

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Have you ever been rejected? I have a rejection story that I was just looking back on and got a kick out of it so I figured I share it basil because why the hell not? Maybe share some of your stories as well? So, some back story to all of this embarrassment...This occurred in my junior year in high school. There was a girl in my chemistry class, she was a year older than me I believe. Well I didn't really talk to her other than some small interaction in the labs, we knew each others names and that was about it. I found her to be quite attractive physically and she seemed like a nice person. I didn't really think much of her other than being a class room acquaintance, I never really though, "Oh man I HAVE to ask her out sometime".

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