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out of the dumpster, into the gutter

early tldr: room mate is a sage and im ready to make lewd memes again
wassup

A couple days ago, i was at the hospital for a physical. i had a meet and extensive practices the few days beforehand and my sports physician wanted to make sure i hadn't completely rekt my hand and legs cuz i had dat big accident couple weeks back. while i was sitting there in the waiting room, i saw these 2 kids just kinda mopin around. being the charismatic guy i am, i try and chat it up, asking if they had seen what was on tv. they kinda faded out an answer and stopped talking. eventually i str8 up asked them why they where there. the older one said they where there to see their mom. we started persuing this and i learned their mom is in deep doodoo. they had been visiting their mom everyday for the last 4ish weeks. i felt kinda sympathetic (empathetic? whatever...) but like,, it aint me so i aint gonna sweat it aight? so i had my exam (waited almost an hour for 15 mins of touching, but ive had slower dates huehuehue) and i caught them on the way out. they where really happy, almost completely different people. i asked if there mom was doing better but they said shewas doin a lil worse than usual. i couldnt really understand why they where happy about their visit. it didnt really occur to me that they just were happy to see her cuz they love her. but when it did occur, it came in and just spread my emotional legs and went deep. here are these 2 kids, ecstatic that their mom is still breathing and then there me. the last thing i talked to my mom about is how il alwys be to lazy to be the best and how shes suprised i didnt fail senior year, let alone graduate top 10. and that was over a phone a day before graduation. they didnt show when i had my accident either apparently (they where like 5-6 hours away apparently) i thought about alot of that stuff when i got home, and i didnt have anyone to vent to (roommate was out). why couldn't i have a good relationship with my parents instead of some bastard child my mom had on accident when she cheated out of revenge. my brother and sister almost didnt exist becuase i was born. i was pretty sad. i ate some pie tho, it was pretty gucci, ngl tears added flavah. played some smash and cried some more. thats basically what i did for the last 2 days. but today my roomate said she wasnt gonna have any and said to stop being a puss. i told her what was on my mind. she proceeded to spit the realest truth from the booth of all time.

good times with them, better times without.

this is like the most unreal advice. like, i thought about it for a good hour, and she was right. and then she started meme (you gonna killl yourself, i thought u said even you couldn't kill you kek) after that we started talkin about all the gud stuff i got for after getting kicked out. im on a feels gud man high right now, so like, ignore the sob story cuz it makes me look like im a puss. i just wanna know if this advice is relevant to any of you guys cuz it sure as @savaah 's booty helped me.

p.s. wassup