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Trying your best verse being the best From my standing point being the best is all I've wanted. It sucks though to never be in the winners circle. I am always in the upper 10% but never reach the top. Is it good enough to just do your best? What are your opinions? At times I feel like I only put in 90% because if put in 100% the likelihood of injuring myself is high. Isn't that what it takes though, risking it all. I usually tell people if I don't hurt myself I'll be dead. Only a few people actually understand.

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What is fear As the title says, I want to have a more understand of what fear is. Through meditation, i started to understand other emotions. FEAR is just a hard topic for my brain to understand. As of now, i am 20. I had overcome my fear of highs, my fear of death, my fear of small places,my fear of acceptance,my fear of belonging, but i don't know what i should do to tackle fear itself. Am i going through this the wrong way? Should i be tryin to "tackle" it. Is there another emotion i can use to overcome and cancel out fear? Is it my Will? I need answers. I am still unsure of many things. I am sure, that I have a goal. I know this isn't a typical thread. My friends, they are not ready to talk about this. I was hoping someone on

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Eye gouging Me & my homie was talkin. Instead of killing a person, wouldn't it be better to gouge their eye out? I mean I'm sure you can pay someone to do it to someone you hate & it won't be murder. Not to mention they will never be able to accuse anyone because they will be blind. I'd assume it to be much cheaper than getting someone killed. Also the person you hate will have to live never being able to see again. Plus their life would be ruined forever. Couldn't find any stories about this kind of assault. How does this compare to breaking someone's limb? Is eye gouging a different charge from assault? Yes I will probably go to hell.

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Get certified Im getting a grant to pay for this course in cable wiring & soldering. It's only a month long & I really feel like its a great use of my time. Not feeling this "sowing" or fabrication job. Honestly feel like I'm wasting my time. So uhh quit my job or work & class? Then again it's money. I feel like this diploma from high school has given me a lot. Can't imagine how easily it would be to find a job with a degree. Off of these jobs from construction to car mechanic dish washing couple corporate jobs. Most of them only paying from 9 to 12$ an Hr. It sure is scary. Usually fill out 40 job applications before I get an email or call about a position I applied for. Maybe with a certification it'll only be like 1

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Chicks with kids What do you basiler think about this, girls with kids.[b][i]I know a lot of people who have kids, and they are not even legally able to drink liquor[/i][/b]. Does that make these girls hoes, or is it the other way around because they didn't get abortions. I am not sure how to take this. The chicks I know with kids are independent, work very hard, and are generally very nice. Even if they have 3 kids. So what do you think, should girls with kids be looked at differently? Take note, the women are the ones that are still with their kids unlike the fathers. I FOR ONE, admire them, just for the simple fact that they care for their child.

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Can anyone tell me Why do people start rumors? At work one of my friend told me that someone is saying i got arrested for reckless driving and that is totally not true at all. I mean ya i do drive reckless but no cop is ever going to catch me. I am thinking of seriously investing into a police scanner. Jus so I can safely ride around in my city going 60. A friend of mine was sayin people talk because they are idolizing. I really don't see his pointa view. I talk mad schit but most of the time its just my way of making friends. My female friend was saying just don't give a schit. If they look at you dirty just do the same. There are a few girls im interested. 1 is 29 yrs old the other is 22. FOR 1 day the 29 yr old was being different than h

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