TO keep or not to keep
A few days ago i was at a friends house with several other guys from a group that was started in school. That night everything seemed to go well until a friend of mines named Sam decided to play fight with me. while were play fighting i accidently hit his phone and somehow a white line went down the screen but you were still able to see the screen perfectly. He got upset and wanted to fight me for real in his backyard and i thought it was childish so i said no. then another friend of mines named Denis and Robby dragged me outside and pinned me down while Sam fought me and the others joined in. Robby thought it would be funny to record it and post it on youtube then later on that night FaceBook. as i got up i kicked Sam and then got mad again so pushed me down and goes at me once again. I really never liked to fight my friends because i was afraid if i did fight them they would not talk to me again.
Now I try to be the best possible friend i can be and it never seems to be good enough for anybody. these "friends" i have also think its funny to make fun of my race and make jokes about how i'm so skinny and how black people do this and so on. there can be times were they are not like this but times were they are and i'm just lost as to what to do now. that night i was pinned down really made me think if i had friends or just people using me. I can honestly say they have been there for me at times were i desperately needed them. I can say Sam saved my house when i left the oven on and nobody was around to turn it off from possibly burning my house down. basically basil i just want to know: should i keep these people as friends or not? are they worth keeping around? should i apologize for something i didn't do? i need advice in the worst way because the decision i make can determine who i have as friends or if i have nobody.
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