Someone, anyone, will you answer my prayer?
I'm breaking up, I thought I recovered for a while, but it's never going to go away. Everybody hates me. My own parents said they were better off without me. So be it. At midnight tomorrow, if no one interferes, I'll kill myself, run away and start a new life elsewhere or kill everyone around me...
Many kids turn missing or dead every day. I just might join them, because its not like one life ever made a difference.
November 12, 2010