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I think Im developing real feelings for my imaginary bf

Alright, I know this is going to be a bit embarrassing
And I'm seriously not trying to troll here.. but I think I really need help

I've had an imaginary boyfriend for the past ten years of my life. I mean, we all went through the imaginary friends stage, right, when we were little kids? It's like that...only mine stuck around forever. He's become such a norm in my life that I don't even really think about it.. only now I realize that maybe this is something weird and wrong.

No, it's not just infatuation. No, he's not a celebrity, or a supermodel.

He's a boy I completely made up, but he's grown up with me and he's been there with me and I think he even has his own personality. His looks don't change -- he's always been the same, with normal brown hair and bright blue eyes.

He's been appearing in my dreams lately -- a LOT. And I don't want to go too deep into it... but they've been very naughty dreams.

I have conversations with him all the time in school. When my friends hurt me, I cry to him about it. To me, he's a real person. I think about him all the time -- he gives me his opinion on what I should wear, and he tells me I'm pretty, and I cuddle up with him in sad movies.

After all this time, I really do truly think I'm in love. And before you tell me I can't be in love with someone who doesn't exist -- think again. You people have fallen in love over Maplestory pixels, and you people have fallen in love with animals. There are even stories of people falling in love with inanimate objects... people falling in love with dead bodies, poetry, dreams and have even fallen in love with the idea of love. People fall in love with their siblings sometimes, or their parents, or their cousins. People fall in love in all sorts of wacky ways, so please don't tell me that this isn't true love -- me and my imaginary boy.

Because I love him with all my heart and I'd die for him, and I know he would do the same for me.

He's told me so.