Mysterious life rant
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I need to type stuff.
No idea why I would post anything requiring intellectual thought on here. I think not being known makes it more interesting and this is probably the only forum I'm associated with that would have an interesting response or two.
It's just insane how your life can change so much in an instant. People say that stupid cliche all the time but it's actually true. I never wanna die! I want to live and grow up and go on nice little adventures. Every day you're alive isn't a gift of "God" or something so vein but it's just the miracle of your human body continuing to do it's job. If ONE fiber gives out at any time, that's it. You stop breathing and your life is forever lost and you will NEVER exist again. (Not getting into religious arguments)
Why isn't that enough motivation for every person to pursue the spoils of this life? I know it's not enough for me at this time in my life and I want to change that and become self sustaining.
In an INSTANT someones circumstances can be changed and that bothers me a lot. Sometimes I look at horrible accidents and brutal things on the internet to harden myself to what I call the "real world". I don't know why I would do that, I don't enjoy but it just reminds me that death is always there.
I'm so glad that I don't have a terminal disease. I can't comprehend going through life with a timer. I don't want to die! I'm so glad to be alive. I don't even know what to think anymore. I love being in this life. I want to create amazing things by my standard. I adore existence. My state of mind right now is so strange that I can't even explain it, a hint of depression but just a state of perpetual existence. I will NOT be here forever and neither will you. in 100 years none of us will be remembered unless we make a legacy. I think I'm pretty much done, yeah.
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[quote=ehnogi]So you at least admit to arrogance. Not quite warranted, but I'll take that.[/quote]
Sure, for THIS community. I wouldn't post that just for the sake of it. It's directed from places of experience. I'll admit to anything if you got me dead to rights.
[quote=Maj0ra]Haha love it. It's chat that isn't nonsensical. It's not confident in my ability it's confident in the lack of others ability. Like dude, what am I gonna discuss this with a 14 year old narutosin? Get real. I wouldn't of said that if I posted on like southperry or something.[/quote]
So you at least admit to arrogance. Not quite warranted, but I'll take that.
[quote=ehnogi]You seem to misunderstand. I'm just telling you that you shouldn't be belittling to others and confident in your own abilities. In conjunction, it's called arrogance.
Nonetheless, I see nothing intelligent in your post; don't use words that may make you look bad.[/quote]
Haha love it. It's chat that isn't nonsensical. It's not confident in my ability it's confident in the lack of others ability. Like dude, what am I gonna discuss this with a 14 year old narutosin? Get real. I wouldn't of said that if I posted on like southperry or something. If you take offense to it, maybe it refers to you?
[quote=Maj0ra]It's...basil...market... online auctions...for..maple...items...you serious?[/quote]
You seem to misunderstand. I'm just telling you that you shouldn't be belittling to others and confident in your own abilities. In conjunction, it's called arrogance.
Nonetheless, I see nothing intelligent in your post; don't use words that may make you look bad.
[quote=BlackDragon10]Seems like death is heavy on your conscience.[/quote]
Yeah, lost a good friend recently in circumstances that could happen to anyone.
[quote=ehnogi]"No idea why I would post anything requiring intellectual thought on here"
Full of ourself, are we?[/quote]
It's...basil...market... online auctions...for..maple...items...you serious?
[quote=Maj0ra]How long do you think you'll live? 100 years tops? 100 years is ABSOLUTELY nothing. People just forget that this is all temporary. Our lives are temporary. You will die and the time you lived would be short compared to the age of the earth.
I'm fully convinced this is probably the peak of human civilization and we'll die by nuclear weapons. We've only had the power of nukes for like 100 years. It's too much power for humans, but the earth will continue going and new humans will be created and the cycle starts again.[/quote]
You seem like one of those crazy people I'd run into on 0megle.
"No idea why I would post anything requiring intellectual thought on here"
Full of ourself, are we?
[quote=HastyHeist]Please enlighten me.[/quote]
How long do you think you'll live? 100 years tops? 100 years is ABSOLUTELY nothing. People just forget that this is all temporary. Our lives are temporary. You will die and the time you lived would be short compared to the age of the earth.
I'm fully convinced this is probably the peak of human civilization and we'll die by nuclear weapons. We've only had the power of nukes for like 100 years. It's too much power for humans, but the earth will continue going and new humans will be created and the cycle starts again.
[quote=Maj0ra]Aren't you? We all are. We live here for a fraction of a second.[/quote]
Our lives are the longest thing we're ever going to experience.
In the grand scheme of the entire universe, our ~80 year long life is nothing, but in our own experience, it's a long time.
[quote=Maj0ra]You honestly don't understand what I mean when I say that?[/quote]
Please enlighten me.
[quote=HastyHeist]It's been 1 minute. Why am I still alive?[/quote]
You honestly don't understand what I mean when I say that?
[quote=Maj0ra]Aren't you? We all are. We live here for the fraction of a second.[/quote]
It's been 1 minute. Why am I still alive?
[quote=HastyHeist]...so you're gonna die? soon?[/quote]
Aren't you? We all are. We live here for a fraction of a second.
...so you're gonna die? soon?