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Just one of those days

You know, when things don't work out whatsoever, and for me it's like most of the time...

So far I've been doing a little of statistic homework that is so easy, but I just keep on procrastinating.. I listened to a lot of Eminem and rapping during shower, but I still felt like crap, even after took 30 mins of nap. I don't talk to my family anything besides when they ask how my school went, I just told them "So far so good", besides that, I don't think I would ever talk to them anything deep or philosophical.

As many of you already know, I want to be James Bond. But I feel like I had hit this "glass ceiling", that I can see what's desirable (on the other side of the glass), but I can't seem to reach it (thus reaching the ceiling).

I'm so frustrated and have been frustrated all these years since high school but haven't found a good outlet, like I always have this anger that I don't know where to put it. I've made few friends in college and got invited Bible talk next week and I'm kinda look forward to that, in addition to just acting like James Bond and talking to new girls every day I go to school, hopefully can score like him, but the tragedy is, I can't seem to progress any further than getting their numbers.

Anyways, this is just merely a rant. And for those of whom actually care and would give a piece of advice or two please let me know and it will be greatly appreciated. Thanks.