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I'm currently sophomore in 4-year university, and I'm going to join the Marine Officer Candidate School and try to become a Marine officer.
Ever since this semester starts, I didn't have a good grip on my class and they are accounting, economics, and statistics, and mainly is because I was needy and talked to about 100 girls around campus, got most of their numbers, and couldn't escalate the situation to a date or whatever.
Got myself made a few bible study friends and started to go to church and saw some amazing people who are very dedicated with their spiritual life.

Now the problem is, my grades are very good, and my tests are coming up next week, and haven't really studied anything because of the past weeks of pouring hours and hours into studying the art of pickup, but nothing has really worked out.

So I know something is wrong and I always wanted to be a Marine ever since high school, and now I'm gonna go for it. For school, I honestly just gonna study for the grades, that's it, 'cause I'm not yet at the level of "studying is fun/self-educating" because obviously my deficiency needs (physiological, safety, sense of belonging and esteem) have not been fulfilled yet. For girls, I'm gonna continue to do what I set out to do, talk to as many them as possible, not just pretty girls though, but any girls you can imagine, in order to develop a skill set to have no problem attracting my future perfect 10 wife. For bible study, I will read bible and pray everyday because Jesus is my savior and I trust in him.

That's it for now, and I'm gonna do whatever it takes to complete this mission of mine, and I'm looking down 8 years from my graduate at year of 2016, I know, it's gonna be tough, and a lot of times it's gonna make me wanna quit, but at the end it's gonna worth it. And who knows if I would still be alive tomorrow or not.

So please drop any comments that you think would help me out and any suggestions will be greatly appreciated.