General

Making sure other people have a better life than I've had. I've been thru hell and back but I'm still here aren't I? I'm here because I'm stronger than what's been thrown at me. I'm here for the girl I love as well =) She means the world to me.

I see you had a wonderful childhood like I did.[quote=ZombieOverlord]You think your childhood was rough? Well forget you, its got nothing on mine. My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the prick next door who was always beating the crap out of me and telling me I wasn't worth anything. Its not even like I had a choice, the town had something like 9 people living in it, I kid you not. My entire adolescence was just moving around from place to place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.

You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his 20's or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph, She must have been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.

But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I could NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were real creepers, and they had a cat, which was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the hell up.

Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with other kids my age, even adults from time to time. The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master.[/quote]

weekend....yes...

Yesterday and tomorrow.

Getting out of my prison of a house

That giant cookie on a string that no matter how fast I run I can't catch it.

I dunno, I'm just motivated. It's not really for the outcome, I just wanna do well at whatever I do.

The thought of owning a nice car after graduating from college.

@Boring7:

Maybe.

Maybe were both adopted.

Are brown?

Finding that special someone~
Otherwise, nothing.

[quote=ZombieOverlord]You think your childhood was rough? Well forget you, its got nothing on mine. My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the prick next door who was always beating the crap out of me and telling me I wasn't worth anything. Its not even like I had a choice, the town had something like 9 people living in it, I kid you not. My entire adolescence was just moving around from place to place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.

You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his 20's or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph, She must have been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.

But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I could NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were real creepers, and they had a cat, which was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the hell up.

Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with other kids my age, even adults from time to time. The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master.[/quote]

Write a book... NOW!

My friends

Also, I would like to see what awaits for me in the future :o

To think, about my current problems.

I haven't a clue.
Nothing is real anymore.

The thought that I will be able to see my family soon. (:

[quote=timmybitty]Nothing really motivates me.

I always just try to finish the day. No real goal or anything.
I'm just waiting for the day I die.

I guess there is something that kinda motivates me.

The one thing I look forward to is to lie down in my bed and fall into a deep sleep and to be lost in my dreams.
It's nice be somewhere else other than reality once in a while.[/quote]

This exactly. Are we twins? O_O

the fact that i can't exactly stop myself from going on. i'm not one for suicide so the only other option is to keep living, no?

Drinking my problems away.

[quote=xunknownx]Lol is that why you look so emo?[/quote]

Emos don't look like the grudge. Emos have 'nice' hair.

Nothing really motivates me.

I always just try to finish the day. No real goal or anything.
I'm just waiting for the day I die.

I guess there is something that kinda motivates me.

The one thing I look forward to is to lie down in my bed and fall into a deep sleep and to be lost in my dreams.
It's nice be somewhere else other than reality once in a while.

[quote=shadow3rx]5HourEnergy.

But no. It's not like we have a choice to stop "going."[/quote]
You actually do have a choice to stop "going."
I know people that have...some of which who don't exist anymore.

My friends keep me going everyday. Without them, I don't know where I would be. They constantly motivate me to be the best that I can be. We all plan on going to the same university (although inside we know that this is very unlikely). As for my goals, I want to get a decent paying, non-soul-sucking job, a good wife, etc, etc.

Now that I think about it, nothing keeps me going...

Friends, you would be surprise how your friends will be sad if you were no there. They can act like total dbag toward you, but once you are not there, they will cry until you come back.

the weekend & vacation .

Weekend or the next long vacation.

-The idea of there always being some sort of adventure out there; be it the daily walk to your local coffee shop or a trip to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.
-Seeing people smile genuinely
-Happiness
-Education-- PHYSICS AND MATH<3
-The people in my life
-All the little things that make me smile. There are a lot. Thus, I have a lot for which to keep going.

Mind you, this could all change in about 10 days, when I hear back from MIT for my early action decision.
There's a chance I'll be moping then, so I'll really have to remember these things

[quote=ZombieOverlord]You think your childhood was rough? Well forget you, its got nothing on mine. My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the prick next door who was always beating the crap out of me and telling me I wasn't worth anything. Its not even like I had a choice, the town had something like 9 people living in it, I kid you not. My entire adolescence was just moving around from place to place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.

You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his 20's or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph, She must have been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.

But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I could NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were real creepers, and they had a cat, which was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the hell up.

Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with other kids my age, even adults from time to time. The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master.[/quote]

How about that cute blue haired chick who always wore miniskirts?

what keeps me going? nothing idk. probably the hope that maybe something really good might come my way

The fact that I know things will be better later on and that everything will be alright.

even though I've been pretty down for about 4 months now.

my art and my friends

The thought of knowing that others have it worse than I have. So in a way I have to give my all with what I have.

My Dream Of Being A Pokemon Master Too LOL

A Piece of Pie in the Middle East

[quote=tunaonshoe]You were just trolld, reread it and try to fit in a certain person in there.[/quote]

I know what it's about. His original post just said "To be a Pokemon master."
See how it says "DEC 05*" instead of "9:52PM"? That means the post was edited.

But still...how does no motivation mean my childhood was rough?

[quote=ZombieOverlord]You think your childhood was rough? Well forget you, its got nothing on mine. My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the prick next door who was always beating the crap out of me and telling me I wasn't worth anything. Its not even like I had a choice, the town had something like 9 people living in it, I kid you not. My entire adolescence was just moving around from place to place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.

You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his 20's or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph, She must have been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.

But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I could NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were real creepers, and they had a cat, which was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the hell up.

Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with other kids my age, even adults from time to time. The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master.[/quote]

LMAO i felt sorry until i read the pokemon master part

Probably graduation from high school.
I guess I just wanna do something nice in life.

[quote=ZombieOverlord]You think your childhood was rough? Well forget you, its got nothing on mine. My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the prick next door who was always beating the crap out of me and telling me I wasn't worth anything. Its not even like I had a choice, the town had something like 9 people living in it, I kid you not. My entire adolescence was just moving around from place to place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.

You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his 20's or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph, She must have been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.

But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I could NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were real creepers, and they had a cat, which was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the hell up.

Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with other kids my age, even adults from time to time. The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master.[/quote]
Where did I say my childhood was rough?

[quote=xunknownx]Lol is that why you look so emo?[/quote]
I chose to look like the Grudge, since it's fun scaring people. Pixels =/= real life.

I really have nothing, just living every second of every minute of every hour of every day.

Hmm probably finding true love. Other than that nothing

Never really thought about that, and I don't want to think any further on the subject.

The fact that I can see my fiancée on the weekends and the fact that when I graduate I get a degree.

Lol is that why you look so emo?

during school.. the weekend.
during summer.. absolutely nothing, i'm kind of like a zombie during the summer ^_^

Agreed Sir ^^

Vacation.

You think your childhood was rough? Well forget you, its got nothing on mine. My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the prick next door who was always beating the crap out of me and telling me I wasn't worth anything. Its not even like I had a choice, the town had something like 9 people living in it, I kid you not. My entire adolescence was just moving around from place to place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.

You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his 20's or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph, She must have been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.

But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I could NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were real creepers, and they had a cat, which was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the hell up.

Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with other kids my age, even adults from time to time. The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master.