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let me share this w/ you

Hi,

I just wanted to talk to everyone on basil, and i would like your thoughts and responses.

Recently i have been very depressed.

My dad does hardcore drugs, but I don't see him too much, thankfully
My sister is in a state of immaturity, being very disrespectful to my mom.
My mom is getting old, and is still loving and trying to support her 2 failure of kids.
A month ago, i broke up with my 1st ever gf, we were together for 3 years.
All my friends are just about to transfer after 2 years of Community college.

I just found out i want to do biochem, and i have wasted 1 year. So i have 2-3 years left in community college
I stopped smoking the green after 4/20, it was making me really depressed. (like it just wasnt fun anymore)

But this past week has been so depressing its insane. I dont know why.
I also really like this girl at my work, but i am too afraid to ask her out. And i just want to ask her, to get it over with.
Everyday i see her, i get more and more depressed that i don't ask.

Its as if everything is just hitting me now. You must realize that beforehand i was always using substances, or was with my ex-gf

Now i'm facing reality, and damn....it sucks.

Do you guys have any thoughts on this? Ever happen to you?