What keeps you going?
Every time i find myself thinking, memories of mistakes I've done keep on coming back. This is my senior and without any second thought it has been the worst year of my life, which in a way says a lot. Everything I had planned, every thing I sought out to achieve, seemed to have failed drastically... It seems like the same pattern keeps on happening, as I start to feel joy, happiness, something to look forward too, I somehow manage to find a way to mess it all up and it all crashes in my face. Having the shy character that I do, never do I talk to anyone about them, or really ever open up to anyone to show how I really feel, I just give the false sense that I'm happy. With all the bottling up I have done over the years, it seems to want to come out, in a way like when shaking a champagne, it can only hold so much pressure until it finally comes out. But with all this, I've always sought out to move forward, knowing that everything can only get better. But now, as I try to push my self to keep on going, it seems like its come to a stop. I know I have alot to live forward too, with life being the way it is, never can you know what is going to happen in the future. With enough of my ranting, What keeps you going when ever your in a downfall?
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[quote=swaznman]first of all do you do any drugs?
drugs contribute a lot to those feelings you described
secondly, its always worht to keep going
if you truly doubted yourself, you would of killed yourself by now
but you havent
and you are still here =)
so keep on going,
what keeps me going is my girlfriend, my family, and my dreams
i have a crazy dream of becoming a champion boxer
i know it wont happen
but thats the beauty of dreaming, that you can dream.
keep dreaming babe, just keep on dreaming[/quote]
Nah, last time i did any sort of drug was drinking at a party, but other than that I dont do any of them. The thought of death is something that doesnt really come across my mind, as a soccer player I like winning, quitting and giving up is something i find as pathetic, at least in my opinion. Becoming a pro soccer player really was in a way my dream, but eventually when you realize that its just a foolish dream to chase, you set it aside and wonder what to do with your life now. But thats just me, good luck with boxing, and if you do become a pro and ever get a shot at pacman, knock him out for beating on Morales lol.
I keep going because it's not over until my eyes can no longer open. As long as I'm alive, I have every chance to make it. Life throws BS and hardships at you every step of the way. The way I see it is, you just have to take it and deal with them. Once you've done that, life will treat you good. Even if I failed these past 3 years in high school, I look at the failure as a lesson in life. From our mistakes and failures, we become better people, at least for the most of us. I can only hope that you don't ever give up OP. Good luck.
first of all do you do any drugs?
drugs contribute a lot to those feelings you described
secondly, its always worht to keep going
if you truly doubted yourself, you would of killed yourself by now
but you havent
and you are still here =)
so keep on going,
what keeps me going is my girlfriend, my family, and my dreams
i have a crazy dream of becoming a champion boxer
i know it wont happen
but thats the beauty of dreaming, that you can dream.
keep dreaming babe, just keep on dreaming
depression pills workwonder!
but i dont use them
i use...crack!...ers.
thai food
the things i want in life, my goals and aspirations, potential futures stuff...etc.
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