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Stay or Forget Her

Well I guess I could call this a story, its a story thats lasted for around 2 years. I wont go into too much detail here but will leave the important stuff so there wont be like holes in my story.

So my first year of highschool ended and I decided on taking summer school to kill time and to also just get an extra credit, while in summer school I met 2 girls in a group of new friends (Lets just call one "M" and the other "K" for privacy issues and simplicity). M is more of a shy and quiet girl but speak her feelings when she has to, K is more of a social hyper talkative girl. Both M and K were both best friends since Elementary School and both of them had a crush on me while in Summer school. While going through Summer school, I had a crush on both girls but had a bigger one on K than M (Love triangle drama huh). So on the final week of Summer school I finally asked K to go out with me and she said Yes, I was a bit sad that I would have to let go of my feelings for M and it was strange that those feelings would pop up at a time like that but happiness overcame me and I was all jumping for joy and such. On the same day, I ended up telling M that I was going out with K and she ended going all silent on me (I'm dumb ) and she said in a fake tone that she was all happy and such. A week later, K breaks up with me telling me that she wants to worry about education more than relationships, but also in that 1 week some guy kept harassing me through texts to get my hands off of her and that she was his and he was planning to get her the whole time but I screwed him up . I got pretty sad and told M about what happen and she ends up confessing to me that she loves me, so I'm like confused and a bit sad still cause I just broke up with K. So I ended up going out with M once to the mall, and she was all happy and all that she got to be with me, but I was still pretty sad about me breaking up with K, M finally notices that I'm sad and knows Im still sad about K, and she starts to swell up with tears and almost starts crying, she leaves the mall in tears and I'm at the exit trying to get her but shes already gone (Im horrible... ) But my feelings for K just left like they were nothing and it smacked me, I had a bigger crush on M but its just that she was so quiet and K just kept taking action to get me, I finally called her and told her to meet outside at the park and I got to confess to her my love for her (awww, happy couple).

So after the summer (and being happy with M), school (grade 10 for her and I) started, but she went to a different school than I. I always went to her school to visit her and be with her whenever she and I had the time. But sadly by October, she and I broke up, she wanted to focus on education more than on relationships (Deja vu?) but she and I made a promise that we will be together again and that we still loved each other. So we were friends but knew we still had feelings for one and another, months passed and I never got to talk or see her for a long time.. The other friends in the group from summer school knew how I felt and went to the same school as M but they didnt know how she felt as she never really talked about me to anyone else. By January I was losing faith and becoming doubtful, thinking that she may have forgotten me and that she left me.. When I was at the lowest of the low (Beginning of March), a new girl popped up at my school and had just moved in from another city (Lets name her C for simplicity). I only wanted to be friends with C at first as she was new and had no one else but she had a crush on me and was showing hints of it to me, so I said to myself that I may as well take this chance and see how things go. Spring Break began and I would go out with her with a few other friends, by the end of the spring break, I was in a relationship with her. So I was all happy and all that I was with C and somehow, I decide on making another stupid mistake. I end up messaging M after over half a year, telling her that I am going out with someone else (Can flame me if you want, I know I'm stupid sadly...). After telling her that, she starts calling, texting and msning me more and more frequently just to talk to me (I thought it was weird) and in the end she starts flirting with me and saying all these compliments and stuff (Shes quiet and shy btw, so this is really weird and not right). Continuing through the relationship with C, things got worse and worse. Rumors spread that C was cheating on me for someone else and that she didnt really care about me anymore. The rumors got to me and I got pretty upset, thinking that C would actually be doing those kinda things to me. In the end, I broke up with C but still had a really weird flirty M.

So finally one day, I was talking to M about amusement parks and she's telling me that she's getting bored of roller coasters and such. So I decided to ask her as a joke, "So what makes you happy and entertained?". She ends up saying "You." and thats like a smack to my face (Im dense, I need really big hints). So she finally confesses to me again that she still loves me and that she has missed me for the past few months. In the end, I start going out with her again. Btw, M is like a stereotypical girl (Does social event stuff, has friends, does clubs, high grades, etc) and I'm like Depressed and Average . So I end up going to her school at night for school event that is happening and she continues to avoid certain halls and such, I ask her why she does that and she tells me that some guy in the same grade as her has a crush on her and that the guy doesnt know about her having a boyfriend already. Now this guy is like super aggressive, stubborn, egotistic and other crap and is very Stalker-ish. Like he would harass M and stuff and threaten to kill himself if she didnt go out with him >.< . But she told me it was Ok and not to worry about him (I still do even if she says not >_>'). Months passed and finally its summer time again, I end up taking summer school yet again just to kill time and to get another extra credit (I really have nothing better to do and summer school takes a month off) and M also takes summer school with me at the same school too but a different course. The first week is fine as she and I are happy as ever together but as the days go by, she meets new people in her class and makes new friends. One bit I didnt like was that all the new friends she made were Guys... So one day at break, she doesnt show up to see me so I decide to go and look for her and I see her with her guy friends talking and surrounding her, to me im like . Also with me taking summer school were a few friends from the same highschool as me and they were in the same class as M, they told me that all the guys that were around M had a crush on her.. So what hit me was, why didnt she tell them that she had a boyfriend? I ended up spying on her on breaks and had friends watch her in class. All the guys were practically flirting with her but there was one particular guy that was just making big moves on her. I got heartbroken and sad that she wasnt doing anything about it. It was the second last week of summer school and I ended up telling her how I felt while walking her home one day and she tells me that she understands and not to worry about it. But after that day, things stayed the same and practically nothing happened.. Until finally that one guy persuades her to leave me for one day so that he can go hang out with her alone, and that time he also asked her out. I got really upset that M would do that to me as I have been through a lot with her. So on the last day of summer school, I'm walking down the hallways of the school with my headphones on listening to heavy metal (was in the mood to >_> ) and I see M standing beside the Guy that asked her out, I just max out my volume so you can hear it like 5 meters away and walk like a boss (was pretty mad at that time and seeing her with him like that was just feeding the flames).

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i'll write a summary sooner or later.