How DayZ should be

Ways to stay happy

So, I know that this thread will seem weird to most, if not all of you guys, but I don't care anymore. I need some place to vent all of my frustrations and depressing situations that I'm currently in. So if you don't want to hear about what has happened over the course of last week in my life then just politely exit out of the thread and don't bother with this.

My College classes have rejected all of the work I had done in the course of 3 years, I've been working on biomedical engineering, re-engineering and re-building damaged / destroyed lungs by only using a couple cells. As well as making replacement hearts, and so on and so forth. I had done, so much research over this, I had worked my butt off to the fullest to do these things, I had experimented with tons of different types of lung and heart reconstruction cycles and recreation, I had found a simple and easy short cut to making replacement hearts. It's non-conversational stuff, the recreation of hearts and lungs for those who have damaged lungs and hearts? It's extremely hard work and for my College to just turn down all of my work without even glancing at it. There are people who follow me around while I'm at college saying that I'm worthless, that my discoveries about said reconstruction is, was and forever will be useless. This bullying has gone on for the entire duration of this week. I also wanted to go into enhancing the human body by combining the human body with technology in ways that will improve life in every way for a human. (Much like what happens in Deus ex Human Revolution) Things like that are already being researched and studied on under our noses, how do I know this? Because I have had a little sniff of this from a Professor of mine who has connections.

Well I already got pretty derailed, basically, all my work that I have done for 3 years was rejected without even being looked at by my college, and almost everyone at my college has been bashing me ever since then.

My girlfriend broke up with me which doesn't help my current situation.

I was mugged by four thugs. I no longer have a phone, or car. They gave me a black eye in return and I had to walk all the way home. As a result of walking all the way home, my feet have / still are extremely blistered Oh joy! I had a soccer game this Friday as well, I'm a pretty mean goal keeper but I couldn't goal keep with a black eye and blistered feet. Score was 3 - 12. Worst goal keeping I have ever done in my entire life. I was kicked from my soccer team.

I've had my Desktop taken away from me, all of my computer designs, (I start reconstructing hearts / lung / design human implants, from my computer.) And I can't design such things if I don't have a powerful enough computer to run the software. Therefore I cannot make designs, research or play TF2. Which means that I cannot do anymore work for my college..

So if you're too lazy to read all that,

1. all my work that I have done for 3 years was rejected without even being looked at by my college, and almost everyone at my college has been bashing me ever since then.
2. My parents have been bashing on me for losing my car
3. I was mugged
4. I no longer have a girlfriend
5. I no longer have a car
6. I no longer have a phone
7. I no longer have a Desktop where I do all my research and work
8. I am no longer on a soccer team
9. Black eyes are attractive right?
10. I am shunned and bashed by everyone at my College
11. MY LIFE IS SLOWLY CRUMBLING

The emotional damage of all of this is too much for me to handle. My psychiatrist is gone, my friends in real life shun me, my parents yell at me every I ask them for help.. So I'm trying to handle it all alone, and a act of shier desperation, post all of my problems here and hope that someone comes along and helps me solve all my problems.

My reactions for these;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGeXu9PoCBk&feature=g-all-f For 1 - 3. (I'm obviously in denial"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-h0IpjnByfs&feature=youtu.be For Problem 4.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlVkqDvNYfk&feature=youtu.be For everything else.

I'unno. I'm weird when it comes to being depressed.