Should I move on?
She said no. There are two mentalities in my mind: love her, and don't love her. I have to choose one. Not loving her makes me feel life is unpurposeful, in that I am not used to being interested in other girls. It feels wrong. It used to be like, her, and only her, and I'm really not used to not having a purpose like that. I also feel that she used to like me, but I waited too long, so I fear that she still has feelings for me. She still looks at me. But loving her makes me feel depressed, it saps the fun out of my life. I seem to have complex personal issues; everything becomes uninteresting because nothing I do affects my goal. I seem to get low self confidence and esteem, making me not be active in conversations, making myself less than who I could be.
I felt so happy today, because I seemed to have not focused on her. But when I came home, and thought about her - I was confused. Both mentalities felt wrong. It feels wrong to try to put her out of my mind. Not making a specific decision just makes me feel a bit of both. Love is not rational - being happy when your in love is complex. I don't want to suffer anymore; I want to have a normal life.
What do you think? Thanks Basilers.
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Just move on and when the time is right, you'll find another girl that's right for you.
[quote=Iceheart1111]I think you're going to be a physco when you grow up[/quote]
This is a possibility.
OT: All I read was she said no so I guess move on?
[quote=FurFarm]You sound like a fattie and a moron all in one post. If you were capable of thinking beyond a one-dimensional level, not only your spelling was critiqued, but nice job ignoring that. I bet you're the kind of person who would've called Socrates a psycho when he was a kid, too. It would be better if you just choked on the bacon. It's a fitting death for a simpleton.[/quote] Mhm are you attacking me because you're envious, bored, just need quotes? Or did I call you ugly in the fc? o-o Because that avatar looks familiar....
[quote=FurFarm]You probably couldn't even define "psycho" without looking in a dictionary, much less spell it.[/quote]
It's 6 am i'm eating bacon so I don't tend to give a damn about spelling k hoe
I think you're going to be a physco when you grow up
Are you being sarcastic or just random?