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This is my love story in response to: http://www.basilmarket.com/forum/1769756/0/Whats_your_love_story.html#

I'm not really asking for advice since I know what to do. This was just too long to post in the thread.

INCOMING: WALL OF TEXT!
Summary at the bottom, but very vague.

August comes up, and I'm starting College! YAY! First day on campus, there were [b]SO[/b] many hot girls. Just everywhere I looked there were groups of them. I'm assuming they migrate in packs.

So in my first class, we were doing that 'introduce yourself' game where you had to say your name and your interests. I couldn't believe we still had to do that in college, but I didn't mind it. I was in the last row so it took forever to get to me. It was finally my turn, and I said my name is Dex and I love Taylor Swift. It was funny because the teacher didn't even know who she was and I got into this rant about who she is and even mentioned the Kanye West thing. That game basically took up the whole class.

Fast forward to the next time I had the same class, which was 2 days. Everyone was sitting in their same seats that they sat in last time so I wasn't worried of my seat being taken. I take a seat and I look to my left and I saw this hot Asian girl that I didn't see last time, Casey. She was sitting diagonally behind me. I didn't really think much of it. Then we had to do this partner thing and I paired up with my friend and she paired up with my other friend. I didn't really talk to her because I had to focus on doing the work because my partner is a complete lazy moron. Class was over at that point when we presented our work.

So next class period, Casey ends up sitting behind me. I was kind of weirded out because that's usually where my friend sits, but I didn't really care. Time passes in the class and we're doing work. I turn around and I thought it was my friend who was sitting there and I was gonna ask him a question, but I totally forgot it was her. I stopped the question halfway and said that I thought it was my friend. She said it was fine and to just ask her anyways. So I asked her and she was really cool about it. After I wrote down the answer, I turn around and I started talking to her. It turns out she was into video games and her favorite was Halo. At this point, my mind was [b]BLOWN[/b] I knew hot gamer chicks existed, but I never thought I'd get the chance to meet one because they are a very rare species. We really hit it off and I began to like her of course, but I knew that I didn't have a chance with her. She was 21 and I was 18.

A couple class periods pass and we began to really become friends and get to know each other. After class on [b]Thursday, September 30, 2010[/b], we got something to eat with a couple of my other friends. I walked her to the car when we were done. I had class afterwards so I had to head back to school. So I'm driving and I receive a text from her that says, "Do you want to get some dinner and watch a movie with me tomorrow?" I had to stop the car, pull over onto the curb, and get out of my car because I couldn't believe this was happening. So I then called her and asked her if this was a joke. She said no and then I asked her if this was a date. She said I could perceive it as whatever I want so of course, I assumed it was a date

[b]October 1, 2010[/b], we went on our first date and it was amazing. I asked her, "Why on earth would a girl like you, ask me out?" Well the answer is simple. She said she liked me and she caught signs that I liked her. Signs that I never knew that I was throwing out. What really impressed her was that I was considerate. An example she told me was when papers were being passed down the row and we were short one and she was at the end of the row. So I gave her my paper, went up to the professor's desk and took one for myself. I didn't even think that was anything because I always do stuff like that. Another sign she said she picked up was that I would always wait for her after class when we got out. Honestly, [b]I'M SUPER OBLIVIOUS![/b] But these were the signs that attracted her and who was I to dispute her.

On [b]October 7, 2010[/b], we held hands for the first time and it felt, right.

On [b]October 11, 2010[/b], I learned how to drive stick shift from my friend and she was there. She wanted to learn too and I said to ask my friend because it was his car. I threw out some points saying that she fills 2 out of the 3 criteria for a driving hazard. She was a girl and Asian. Thank god she wasn't old. Of course I was just teasing and I really don't believe this, but anyways, she learned too. We were just chilling there talking, the three of us, and she received a phone call from work. She had to go and gave my friend a hug. So then she tells me to come to her car because she said I forgot something in there. I walked over to her car and we're kind of at an angle where my friend can't see us. She says "Come here!" and pulls me in by the shirt. I thought she was going to hug me but SHE KISSED ME! Since I wasn't prepared for this, the kiss was, well weird haha. Then I went in for a second one to make up for the first and it was awesome.

So weeks pass and we're having a great time together. I realized my masculinity has diminished since she keeps taking the initiative(not a bad thing) and I was setting my mind on getting it back. We're just being all lovey dovey around my friends and they're happy for me.

[b]On October 26, 2010[/b], we're talking in my car and she tells me all this stuff about her past and how she was never really the relationship kind of person and is not very monogamous. As assumed, I was crushed by this. I thought this was where it ends, but when she was about to go, she kissed me and at this point, I am confused as balls. WTF JUST HAPPENED was running through my mind.

I've talked to her since then, but the subject of our relationship never came up because, 1) we're never alone anymore to be able to talk about it, and 2) she's working all the time and she gets off at 3am so calling her to talk really isn't an option because I've tried. I can't text her because she takes forever to text back since she's working all the time. Another reason I haven't brought up the subject is that I'm afraid that it will end. It's been almost 3 weeks since then and I'm going to give it one last shot to try and fix it before I consider our relationship dead. It's been way too long. Tomorrow, when I see her, I'm just going to pull her to the side and talk to her. Hopefully it will not end badly.

If you actually read the whole thing, thank you

[b]Summary[/b]: I'm dating this 21 yr old girl that I didn't think I'd have a chance with. Things are going fantastic and all of a sudden they're not. I don't know what happened but I'm going to find out.