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What do you have to confess?

I saw a thread like this a couple days ago but can't find it but what is something you guys wanna get off your chest but aren't willing to tell people you know irl.

Me? I don't like who I am or who i've become. It makes me sick to my stomach (literally) when I think about myself and my life.

August 31, 2013

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Ineqt

[quote=AnotherPoster]Probably the same thing as you, TS. I mean, the person I've become isn't necessarily bad, but I never wanted to become this person since it wasn't all my choice. I was always asked "why aren't you like you used to be?" while I was my quiet old self, but it was cause I mellowed down and enjoyed the quietness and peacefulness. Well, like I said, I only hate it since it wasn't solely my choice to change who I was. Ehh. Whatever. Sounds like I'm just being a little- er, whiny person about it.[/quote]

Yeah I know what you mean. In everyones eyes i'm a good person except for my own. I know all the things i've done wrong, i'm just good at hiding it. I hate being such a good liar as it just adds to this. I'm really mellow now which makes deceiving people easier as they are more trusting to those who are calm (gives them reassurance. Hell i've been given leadership role too many times because I can stay calm and collective while working at my best) and all but at the same time I think way too much and eventually all those bottled up emotions and thoughts come out some how. For example this thread.

@xsupakoreanx I used to be the same way but somewhere along the line I just stopped doing it. I still hate most people and only look out for myself most of the time but others don't know that. I make them think i'm looking out for their best interest. They say if you act a certain way long enough you become that but that's not the case. You may appear to be that but deep down you know your not and your living a lie.

Reply September 1, 2013
ExSaber

i have poor social skills and trying to get red of it

Reply September 1, 2013
alexwee

why what did you do?

Reply September 1, 2013
WontPostMuch

I like to sing along to Toxic (srs)

Reply August 31, 2013
AnotherPoster

Probably the same thing as you, TS. I mean, the person I've become isn't necessarily bad, but I never wanted to become this person since it wasn't all my choice. I was always asked "why aren't you like you used to be?" while I was my quiet old self, but it was cause I mellowed down and enjoyed the quietness and peacefulness. Well, like I said, I only hate it since it wasn't solely my choice to change who I was. Ehh. Whatever. Sounds like I'm just being a little- er, whiny person about it.

Reply August 31, 2013
Ineqt

.~. What am I reading

Reply August 31, 2013
Zoneflare4

[quote=ZombieOverlord]You know that myth that said that if you stay a virgin until 30 years old you become a wizard?

Check out my staff![/quote]
Dude put your pants back on. No one needs to see that

Reply August 31, 2013
ZombieOverlord

You know that myth that said that if you stay a virgin until 30 years old you become a wizard?

Check out my staff!

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Segumisama

I.... I don't actually like Mike Shinoda..

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Croodle

@Hatchet: Indeed. Only those who fit the stereotypes, though.
I'm picky like that.

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Hatchet

[quote=Croodle]Naw they're cool.[/quote]

So it's probably whites.

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Croodle

[quote=Hatchet]I'm guessing blacks[/quote]

Naw they're cool.

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Hatchet

[quote=Croodle]I am selectively racist against a certain colour of Americans.[/quote]

I'm guessing blacks

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CanonkILL99

[quote=Wanton]I'm extremely worried that after I get my bachelor's degree I'm just going to end up working at MacDonalds.[/quote]

And that's why I'm not stopping at a Bachelor's. Definitely Master's and maybe Doctorate. My biggest fear is that I will become and nobody when I grow older - friendless, lifeless, et cetera. I with always feel unfullfilled unless I contribute something great to society and leave a legacy.

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Croodle

I am selectively racist against a certain colour of Americans.

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fradddd

I wish I could skip to the age of 40.

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Wanton

I'm extremely worried that after I get my bachelor's degree I'm just going to end up working at MacDonalds.

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demonicrack

First probably an appropriate song from what i think
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPDcwjJ8pLg]RELEASE YOUR SECRETS[/url]
OT: I hate the feeling of wanting to confess everything, but that little thing in my head keeps me from doing it.

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Pacifist

Everybody's always talking at me
Everybody's trying to get in my head
I wanna listen to my own heart talking
I need to count on myself instead

Did you ever
Lose yourself to get what you want?
Did you ever
Get on a ride, then wanna get off?

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thingy97

I'm absolutely dreading the future.

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nijit15

One time I watched a vid of a girl sucking a horse dong and it was nice.

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CouponGoddess

I like Bruno Mars music and I think he is a great artist.
Country music is really good too

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ZOMGitjon

Oh, my, god. Becky, look at her butt.
It is so big. [scoff] She looks like,
one of those rap guys' girlfriends.
But, you know, who understands those rap guys? *scoff*
They only talk to her, because,
she looks like a total prostitute, 'kay?
I mean, her butt, is just so big.
I can't believe it's just so round, it's like,
out there, I mean - gross. Look!
She's just so ... black!

[Sir Mix-a-Lot]
I like big butts and I can not lie
You other brothers can't deny
That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist
And a round thing in your face
You get sprung, wanna pull out your tough
'Cause you notice that butt was stuffed
Deep in the jeans she's wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh baby, I wanna get with you
And take your picture
My homeboys tried to warn me
But that butt you got makes me so horny
Ooh, Rump-o'-smooth-skin
You say you wanna get in my Benz?
Well, use me, use me
'Cause you ain't that average groupie
I've seen them dancin'
To hell with romancin'
She's sweat, wet,
Got it goin' like a turbo 'Vette
I'm tired of magazines
Sayin' flat butts are the thing
Take the average black man and ask him that
She gotta pack much back
So, fellas! (Yeah!) Fellas! (Yeah!)
Has your girlfriend got the butt? (Hell yeah!)
Tell 'em to shake it! (Shake it!) Shake it! (Shake it!)
Shake that healthy butt!
Baby got back!

(LA face with Oakland booty)
Baby got back!

[Sir Mix-a-Lot]
I like 'em round, and big
And when I'm throwin' a gig
I just can't help myself, I'm actin' like an animal
Now here's my scandal
I wanna get you home
And ugh, double-up, ugh, ugh
I ain't talkin' bout Playboy
'Cause silicone parts are made for toys
I want 'em real thick and juicy
So find that juicy double
Mix-a-Lot's in trouble
Beggin' for a piece of that bubble
So I'm lookin' at rock videos
Knock-kneeded bimbos walkin' like hoes
You can have them bimbos
I'll keep my women like Flo Jo
A word to the thick soul sisters, I wanna get with ya
I won't cuss or hit ya
But I gotta be straight when I say I wanna
Till the break of dawn
Baby got it goin' on
A lot of simps won't like this song
'Cause them punks like to hit it and quit it
And I'd rather stay and play
'Cause I'm long, and I'm strong
And I'm down to get the friction on
So, ladies! {Yeah!} Ladies! {Yeah}
If you wanna roll in my Mercedes {Yeah!}
Then turn around! Stick it out!
Even white boys got to shout
Baby got back!

Baby got back!
Yeah, baby ... when it comes to females, Cosmo ain't got nothin'
to do with my selection. 36-24-36? Ha ha, only if she's 5'3".

[Sir Mix-a-Lot]
So your girlfriend rolls a Honda, playin' workout tapes by Fonda
But Fonda ain't got a motor in the back of her Honda
My anaconda don't want none
Unless you've got buns, hun
You can do side bends or sit-ups,
But please don't lose that butt
Some brothers wanna play that "hard" role
And tell you that the butt ain't gold
So they toss it and leave it
And I pull up quick to retrieve it
So Cosmo says you're fat
Well I ain't down with that!
'Cause your waist is small and your curves are kickin'
And I'm thinkin' bout stickin'
To the beanpole dames in the magazines:
You ain't it, Miss Thing!
Give me a sister, I can't resist her
Red beans and rice didn't miss her
Some knucklehead tried to dis
'Cause his girls are on my list
He had game but he chose to hit 'em
And I pull up quick to get wit 'em
So ladies, if the butt is round,
And you want a triple X throw down,
Dial 1-900-MIXALOT
And kick them nasty thoughts
Baby got back!

(Little in the middle but she got much back)

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