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Malice, 23 years of age, about to use marijuana for my first time

This is a public service announcement

For over a year now I have been closely examining the actions of Tumblr user "Botabu" in his daily escapades of homosexuality and anime And it is today that I will finally confront him to his obfuscations

This message is from my personal viewpoint If you have any objections, feel free to PM me: http://www(dot)narnik(dot)tumblr(dot)com

Botabu, or as I will formally acknowledge you as, Alex, I will be sending this letter via my iPad on my trip to Korea to visit my grandparents You see, as a child, my mother and father had a complicated marriage which ultimately ended up in a divorce, impacting me both emotionally and socially I had to move out with my mom and our income was not enough to provide the luxuries that most other kids my age had As such, I never got to experience social networking or PC games which made me feel left out Every day at school, kids would be talking about that "rad new video game" that I would never in my dreams be able to get a hold of until now

Pokemon was a game that amalgamated me from the "loner" to the "Most Popular Kid In School" Having owned all 151 Pokemon and the imponderable "Missingno", I was crowned the King of Pokemon in my 3rd grade class People would circle around me in the halls and offer to trade all of their Level 100 Pokemon for my Mew So often as to where it got to the point where the hall monitors had to disperse the kids off to their classes so they wouldn't be late Eventually, I had my 15 minutes of fame, but my life went to senility

I discovered the internet around 5th grade, where I had saved up all my tooth fairy money, my lemonade stand savings, and even those coins you find in between your car seat on the way to the drugstore My first laptop was a HP Pavilion g6t-2000 Notebook PC and I treated that thing like my freakin' child It was around that time that my life started to slowly decline, for many reasons I mean, my grades were top notch, my friends still visited me daily, but it was my sanity that was slowly deteriorating Slowly Consuming Diluting

I was currently listening to Sum 41 No Reason Live in Ontario 2005 Mastered CD and playing Pokemon Black 2 with my Samurott, "Jack" I named him that because he's a samurai Anyways so I recently had joined tumblr around 6 months back from that point and I was one of those generic "reblog cute pixiv art and stuff" kinda blog and I was a safe kid (Tumblr Savior is your best friend) When I decided I want to reblog some cute art of my most precious Samurott Worst decision of my life Unkowingly, I type "samurott" into the tumblr search bar, unaware of the results that would change my life forever For the worse

#bara. The tag that ended it all The one that made me into the madman I am today I specifically had blocked "nsfw" "h3ntai" "rule34" etc Wayyyy before in advance to ever even posting on tumblr Never had I heard of this savagery known as "barazoku" or "bara" for short The image, was, as I can clearly recall it, an image of an anthropomorphic Samurott receiving uhhhh You know-- From Abomasnow Which I actually remember the way the artist drew Abomasnow was actually really disturbing like not the way you'd expect it to be drawn but still in a way that makes it look like it was supposed to be but not really? I dunno Anyways, in aghast, I try to quickly exit the tab using Alt+F4 (Which originally I had trouble finding since Youtube comments would often make me intentionally close my tabs as some sort of joke-- And one time I was working hard on this one project for school and it took like 4 hours and I wanted to set up some music to listen to but I looked at the comment and it said to press alt f4 and I didnt know what that would do but it actually closed my tab and i got a 0 on that grade Moral of the story : dont trust youtube comments) but it was too late--My computer fortuitously froze at the extremely and very specific moment The same time my mother came into my room

I won't spare any details, since it was a very trivial moment of my life, and still haunts me to this day, but I will tell you that I was sent off to a military camp in Australia, to which I reside in today

I live in Sydney, Cherywood, David Rd, Near Oakhill Dr

But that's besides the point

Growing up was awful I never knew how to clear my history because I was stuck with internet explorer since they didn't allow the use of chrome, firefox, safari or any other sort of browser like that Let me tell you, internet explorer sucks Like Really sucks So there at the military camp, I met a couple of people, one of which I will not tell you their identity because they're my best friend, and I would never betray them I met Richard Lin, a former internet artist, who is notably desirous I also met a nice young blind girl named [REDACTED] Amazingly, we were all into Pokemon, too, but those were childhood memories After what we had experienced, we'd never go back again All of the other kids at the camp have had generic reasonings of expulsion; graffiti, theft, etc But noone had it as bad as us Richard first discovered "Bara" or, as he's too scared to say it, he refers to it as, "Furry Y40i", not long before I did [REDACTED] discovered it through a friend she roleplayed as on DeviantArt, who specifically one day accidentally linked her to a nsfw-styled RP chat titled "Yiff", to which she didn't see it because she was blind But still, deleted her friend and left to train at the military camp to gain strength and one day revolt against him She has his IP, Credit Card, and MySpace Bio

Days passed I got to know Richard and [REDACTED] a little better To my suprise, they actually had really well fleshed out personalities, not like ones in visual novels who are all really flat Like their chests in most cases, but that was becaues I never played visual novels that were "nsfw" and had girls with huge knockers because I was a good kid Richard was arrogant and cocky, but he was really smart and dedicated He gave me very helpful advice and taught me to hold through my struggles in life He also gives me College Career courses so that I can actually find something to do besides blog about Pokemon but that's actually not until present day Back at the military camp we'd talk about how smogon used to be good Anyways, [REDACTED] was a little different Quirky, funny, and outgoing She was highly energetic and loved to laugh Even though she was blind, she still somehow managed to keep a smile on her face despite her faults She was also really pretty She was about 4'5 back then, with pale, white skin Her hair was a deep maroon which came down in curls over her shoulders Her bangs covered her eyes, which didn't bother her much She always wore this gray parka with a hood on it, and worn-out skinny jeans She was friends with Richard prior to me getting to know her, so she knows a lot of things about him that I dont She can be a little elusive at times, and I really wonder what she's hiding

On August 26, at 3:30 PM (CE) we were exonerated from the military camp after about a year We all didn't know what we'd do with our lifes, but we also didn't want to separate We decided to move to Oakwood in Sydney There were some houses for sale and they all weren't too far apart from each other There was also a nearby college that we would go to On this day, we had all specifically planned what we would have done to remunerate for our horrific past I have been as well; with many things in mind, actually Things which I would like to share with you, right now. Before I do, though, I will tell you

Richard Lin is now in his 2nd year of college, and is majoring in the Web Design career, and [REDACTED] is currently studying Voice Acting She wanted to be an artist much like Richard, but she knew this would never supervene due to her condition I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life, but Richard helps me out in his spare time between classes

Now, I have some things to show you Some things to which you might not like, but I feel it's for the best

I don't want anyone, especially kids who had the same ambition as me, to fall into the unscrupulousness that I did years ago

Alex

These are various skype conversations I have had with my cohorts, Richard and [REDACTED]

((Please excuse our sidelined language))

randomkirby:

Gay people don't deserve any rights. They only deserve to be eliminated, much like furries. Knowing that they regularly scrub the inside of their anal cavities with dry tooth brushes (Good luck getting that shock out of your head), and want to infect each other with STDs as some kind of badge of honor, I am honestly appalled at how low the human race has fallen. The worst part is, they want to infect STRAIGHT? men with their own STDs, they act like they're some sort of beaten dogs who have been mistreated all of their life. Screw them.

We had a lot more conversations, but these were ones that stood out I sincerely hope you read this because I put a lot of time, effort, and thought into this message Thanks

But please, next time, try to AT LEAST tag your posts more efficiently
I will be examining your actions through the next few days I'm counting on you