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[quote=TheZigen]I just wanna die[/quote]

same

Yes, I ask myself that question every single day.

No, not really. Life feels like a dream to me.

I just wanna die

My life is wondering why some people on basil can't take joke threads.
Aka [url=http://www.basilmarket.com/forum/2853648/0/Near_Death_Experience.html]This[/url]

Yup, which is why after living most of my life for myself, aiming to be a graphic designer (and being unhappy), I eventually realized that life's value doesn't come from focusing on self, but relationships with God and others. As a pastor, I still get to do graphic design projects for ministry purposes, while pointing people seeking hope and something better to lives of lasting meaning, purpose, and fulfillment. There is nothing better than knowing you are able to make a positive difference in the lives of others even if it's something as simple as providing for basic needs. Several of my (now close friends) have overcome addictions, depression, suicidal tendencies, and all sorts of problems that characterized their lives before. It's awesome to see God transform otherwise-hopeless situations.

I wanna move out of this hell hole aka away from parents

I don't worry about stuff like that, I just do what I like.

-looking good
-getting better at piano (14 years and counting)
-getting better at gaming

Gotta get good grades and get into a good uni and have a better career than my parents as what my parents want me to do.

Which I'm really iffy on, but it's like whatever, 'cause I don't even know what I wanna do personally.

my goal in life : make as many ppl happy as i can

u see here is my plan.
step 1. become a billionaire
step 2. walk all over the US and give money to single mothers homeless ppl etc.
step 3. marry tinashe
step 4. die

I had that thought for 4 years straight. Now I know what I need to do. >:-T

Every single day.