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My friend packed her bags and left told me goodbye via text

Damn haven't posted here in a long time yet this site always wonders back into my internet surfing wave.

__"I love you, this is for the best... well at least for me. good bye."__

"Where are you coming back? No answer.

That was the last message she sent me before boarding a plane to god knows where. I was frozen in time and just screamed at my phone for a good minute or at least I think, maybe longer. After everything we've been through, everything I've done for her and everything she's done for me; we were best friends and somedays even more. I was the one who got her through god damn high school and picked her lazy butt up every god damn morning! We got distant for a while and I was fed up with her attitude, sick of babying her and I wanted to be free. Yet one night when she was dumped in the middle of no where in Barrie cause she decided to get drunk to the point where she didn't know who car she got into that night. Anything could of happened to her that night, I remember she called me at like 5am screaming and begging for me to pick her up only to find her completely wasted at a tims.

I get her parents weren't the greatest of people but neither were mine, that was one of the things that brought us so close a long time ago; I thought after all of these years it'd mean more to her. Smoking outside when our parents dragged us to church and the preacher yelled at us, going through panic attacks when studying for exams, drove her across the province to see some indie band I wasn't even a fan of, gave her my iphone cause she couldn't afford a new one, ditching a party when cops came, talking to my first crush for me cause I was too shy; all of these memories defined our friendship and now we'll never make new ones. I'm losing my mind and I don't think I'll ever get it back.

We fight from time to time and frustrate me to the point where I can't be bothered with you and same went with me, yet we'd always recover and come back. Knock on my door with drinks, like nothing ever happened; we just knew we were both over it. Now all of that is gone; I'm going to miss you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uakxkjYMDI

I woke up early before family and rode my bike, I was so hungry I fainted and smashed right against the car. Here is my leg http://i.imgur.com/nb3yphe.jpg