Thinkingabout death again
It's been a while now since a good friend of mine was killed at a house party, but i just can't seem to get over it.
He would have turned 18 this Saturday. He didn't deserve what happened to him, but then again that's how it is where I live, the good die young.
It just sucks because I was supposed to be at that party too but I ended up chilling with a girl. I feel like if I was there I could've prevented it from happening.
I got a text around 3:00 AM saying he died, but I didn't believe it, I just couldn't.
At his wake, I almost broke down in tears. Seeing him in the coffin, just laying there with no sign of life, it killed me inside.
When he died, a part of me died as well, I just haven't been the same since then. I just don't care about anything anymore.
Sorry if I'm being a downer but I just wanted you all to know, love and cherish each moment with the people you know, because they could be gone the next day.
Rest In Peace David, hold it down up in Heaven homie, I'll see you soon~
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wow man that sucks and i feel you bro, may he R.I.P.
[quote=RobThreezy]I know its not my fault but I just can't help but think if it would be different if I was there. It's like one of those things where you wish you could go back in time. And they shot him over something stupid, because some punks didn't wanna pay the entrance fee so he denied them entry. They came back with a gun and shot him 4 times.[/quote]
Seriously? I don't understand why they would shoot someone over being denied entrance...
But yeah bro, its normal to feel guilty over stuff like that, but you have to go on.
My name is David aswell. I'm very sorry for your loss.
I know what you mean, I have lost others dear to me to due to unsavory acts, whichever they may be. The good die young, it is the truth, but fear not, I've always kept these words at my side to help in times like these:
"Although your vessel is dead, there is a chance you're still more alive than some of us will ever be."
But if you were with him you might have been shot as well.
And laughter is the best medicine.
This man
U realy need to keep smiling.
That helpt me out when my brother died
Just don't give up hope man
My deepest sorry for David
Rest in peace.
May the angels guide you
Try [i]not[/i] to see him soon. Your friend wouldn't want you to die, especially just because you miss him.
How did he die at the house party? ....was it because of drinking? Im so sorry to read this.
Edit: Nvm I read further you said he got shot....
i tried to google to find an article on what you said happened and couldnt find anything on it, there is too many incidents just like what you describe. I read one about a 15 year old boy shot 4 times in the stomach for throwing up after drinking. I personally know of a similar situation where someone who used to be my friend stabbed someone else i knew 16 times in the chest at a house party for being told to leave.
I wonder if OP's story is real. Google "david shot 4 times house party" and nothing comes up. Stuff like this would be in the news.
Shot 4 times? Daaaaam!
@Uiluj: there's also "live and let die" too. get your facts straight before you correct someone. it means you just have to keep living and whatever dies you unfortunately have to let die. Paul McCartney & Wings made a song about it.
They were never caught. Just goes to show how well the CPD do there job.
Live and let die. You can't dwell on what could have been. I'm sorry about your friend and all but that's the way life is sometimes. It sucks tremendously but you just gotta look ahead.
I know its not my fault but I just can't help but think if it would be different if I was there. It's like one of those things where you wish you could go back in time. And they shot him over something stupid, because some punks didn't wanna pay the entrance fee so he denied them entry. They came back with a gun and shot him 4 times.
Well, to answer your curiosity about his death, he was shot. One of the bullets hit his arm and pierced his heart
I just never thought it would happen to him because he was a cool, happy, carefree dude ya know. Everybodys friend and he didnt really have any enemies.
I just feel like I couldve done something because I was supposed to be there with him, but I blew off the party for some chick. Man, some friend I am...
sorry about your friend.
You have my condolences..i'm truly sorry..
but you can't mourn on "what if.." he wouldn't want you to live like that...make something of yourself... for David.