Have you ever messed up in life so badly?
As of this morning I am officially dead inside. Last fall semester my nursing counselor said I my nursing school application was invalid, considered incomplete, and denied because I failed to register for fall classes on time. I could still register for classes but I missed the BSN deadline. I thought my application was never passed. I was sad and had no motivation to study but I registered for them anyway, failed the exams, and had to drop the classes by the drop date so it wouldn't affect my GPA.
This past spring semester 15' I resubmitted my application for the Fall 15' BSN program and retook and passed the classes, but I didn't get in. (2nd pic)
This morning I just happening to be going through old emails and I found an email that I had never seen before. (the 1st one) https://imgur.com/a/4Xv9L
This is what I get for being such a lazy moron. #1 all time F up of my entire life. I deserve this. Years of school and money wasted. Wtf is wrong with me? I have no excuses this is all my fault. I'm the biggest failure. All my shame. This can't be topped. Fyi: the BSN friends I know make $33/hr and 60-70k a year. I'm sorry for this rant. I just had to get this off my chest. brb shooting myself.
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Don't let yourself get too down.....try to refocus your life and continue to work hard. As a fellow "health" student (I am in medical school), sometimes I feel like giving up when I realize that I spend about 65 hours a week being in class and studying. You have time, so don't fall into depression and think you're not worthy of becoming a nurse. You can do it !
damn dood
praying 4 u
Thanks for sharing man. Really hope it works out well soon.
This is probably what I'm going to have to deal with because I'm in the same boat.
But keep your chin up OP.
yeah i only play video games for the rest of my life and thats it
Good luck man! I think you have enough in you to be fine in life.
Don't let the system get you down. We all make mistakes.
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Reflect on where you are right now and the amount of effort it took to get here. It wasn't easy.
There's no point in beating yourself up for too long. The most important thing is that you get up and keep going.
I don't want to go into detail, but i've messed up on even larger scales, myself.
Look back at your mistakes and fix them. Work on moving forward and pushing through.
You can do it. ^___^. Don't feel so bad, okay? It'll be okay. Really.
I feel your pain bro. Its crazy how every little thing we do right now at this time of our lives is so crucial to our future. But at the end of the day you have to get back up after screwing up. You have to use this as motivation to do be better in school and kill your nursing school application.
[quote=Ruew]weren't you the guy with a massive drug problem? i respect you for still being around and doing things differently
OT: yeah, i messed up things pretty badly with my girlfriend, working on fixing it though[/quote]
I never had a drug problem. I just used to take a lot of drugs. It's not like they were ever really my problem lol
jesus christ that's the kind of thing that only happens in nightmares. I hope you ok tho loup
remind me to check email more often
i feel u..
i couldve been promoted to a kitchen leader making around 11~13$ an hour compared to my 8.50$, but i screwed up and skipped 3 days of work right after my boss was having a srs talk wit me being promoted... now he replaced me wit some other guy FML..
[quote=WontPostMuch]It's okay man. I paid $10k out of pocket to have a chance to apply for this past spring semester. Didn't end up getting the classes I wanted, ended up further in debt, had to withdraw and now I have to pay tuition for classes I never completed and almost failed. Just take it one day at a time and realize you can't ever afford to be lazy.[/quote]
weren't you the guy with a massive drug problem? i respect you for still being around and doing things differently
OT: yeah, i messed up things pretty badly with my girlfriend, working on fixing it though
The closer you are to something the harder it is to see.
Since I was a child I never thought I'd be this closes, to seeing myself the way I am.
Even when I was put down for trying to run in high school, even when I ran around my city, everything brought me closer.
The time I spent breaking myself. Testing my courage. The times I didn't give up.
4 years into this game, and I'm not gonna back down and be idle while I get closer.
It's all me.
The closer you are to something the harder it is to see.
It's okay man. I paid $10k out of pocket to have a chance to apply for this past spring semester. Didn't end up getting the classes I wanted, ended up further in debt, had to withdraw and now I have to pay tuition for classes I never completed and almost failed. Just take it one day at a time and realize you can't ever afford to be lazy.
That's rough.
it's ok loup, you got in once before and you know u have the capability to do the best in whatever u want! don't forget your alpha bike ride ! ! u are #1 ! ! ! feel better, u can do it, you are the best!
1st world problems.
Ughh story of my life
Although it sucks and you feel like things are falling apart. Things will always get better.
Cheer up, bud.
Everything happens for a reason, even if that reason is hard to see right now. :^)
We all mess up. It'll be fine.
the research lab I'm working with closed recently..I'm screwed too for grad school
First off I would just like to say things always get better they really do I know you've probably heard that one before but it's very true. This is just a bump in the road right now but you need to take the steps in realizing what your problems are. Maybe you should talk to a therapst about you being so lazy because it sometimes can be link to a much darker and serious problem. As for schooling i would say don't give up because if there's a will then there's a way.... I hope you can find your way and make it threw the days to come.
when you die its over. This too will pass